Emil thoughts
i found a freebie in the packaging of the secondhand black butler volume i bought... i'm glad i didn't throw it away yet ^0^ there were stickers in it !! i used them immediately #stickersaremeanttobeused
i had to skip an exam recently because i am too depressed to go... i did score really good on something last week. it really is ups and downs.
what the fuckk the stranger than heaven trailer looks so good. sobbing.. I don't want to support rgg financially but i will be following development news for sure . the game's song is also really nice, i will be looping . i saw somebody compare it to how snake eater made them feel with metal gear solid 3, and i get it !!! wtf!! #wasianrep #sexywasianprotagonist
i played some ttrpg cyberpunk 2020 today. i really enjoy this system. the netrunning and more techie stuff is still a bit hard for me but im starting to get used to the combat, and i really enjoy the setting. im starting to develop more skill in roleplaying when it comes to tabletop rpgs :3 combat can be confusing to me though bc im always like aa!! what should i do... especially if my character is on the weaker side gyaa. but its so fun i might just make an extra character for it ! i also played the cyberpunk 2077 video game, started it a while back. it is really cool and immersive too. i didnt expect v's room to be so fancy. im on the streetkid path i think thats what its called
once i have a blog for longer posts i do wanna get into this more but,, having a disability or mental illness is so exhausting and isolating in this world sometimes. it feels so not great having to apologize for everything and have to adhere to rules and fit into systems that were not made with you in mind